Ground Zero

Many nights of party and revelry have come to pass.
But all for naught for tears return when he lets me down.
I believed with all my fierce heart that I have numbed to everything. that nothing would hurt anymore.

But once again, I was wrong.

And as I bid a teary goodbye, his harsh words fail to leave. My mind, clogged, choked, stuttering, reeling in disbelief. My heart, the vicious letters spears. Stab after stab after stab....

I can only take shelter in fleeting glances of strangers. And more revelry. But all that shady, transcendent fun is naught compared to what we once held.

Once again, I break down and am forced to leave..... in tears.


Silje Nergaard- I Don't Wanna See You Cry

There is no tender way to say it's the end
And so win or lose
I am forced to choose
Between a lover and a loving friend
Let me hear you say
How you curse the day
You opened up your heart to me
That you ever invited me in
Tell me I'm the loser and you win

I don't want to see you cry
I beg you try
Not to let the pain
I'm causing reach your eyes
I don't want to see you cry
Aim your words like spears
Don't break me up by breaking down in tears

Hide your pain but when push comes to shove
Don't keep your pride
Locked deep inside
Rage against the dying of my love
Don't sigh my name
Give me all the blame
Call me heartless call me cruel
And accuse me of dealing in lies
Just don't let my leaving cloud your eyes

I don't want to see you cry
I beg you try
Not to let the pain I'm causing reach your eyes
I don't want to see you cry
Aim your words like spears
Don't break me up by breaking down in tears

Dreams come... dreams go
Some fade... some grow
Dream on, dream on
You've got no dream on
After I've gone